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[31 Oct 2007|11:47am] |
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i have got through too many livejournals to keep track
just posted this in my old one
whoops
anyway, copy pasta:
oh my god i have not been on here since forever
wow i need to change my pictures on here jeesssus christ
anyway
quick update in life:
* broke up with luke
* got my AS levels (5 As)
* sent off my UCAS form about two weeks ago, have got two offers so far, AAB at york, ABB at manchester. york is my first choice .. well, i'm applying to cambridge but that is more of a long shot i guess
* it is the middle of week two of half term .. which has been amazing so far .. drinking, smoking and drugs with my two 'ugly weekend crew' buddies (so called because .. well .. you can imagine what we look like at the end of a weekend .. although this seems to have been a 14 day weekend)
* i am dying my hair pink today! dunno how it's gonna work out, but y'know
* it is hallowe'en! we are going to nasin, i am dressing up as a dead hooker. good stuff
right well i think that is all really .. i mean obviously not but jesus it would take me forever to update this properly
hope everyone is well
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[20 Feb 2007|10:25am] |
i loooooooooooove half term.
basically, been going to the pub alot, seeing friends alot, & i went to see chelsea (not like the plebs though, all executive suite style)
it's cos ciara's dad is bare cool & has ticket things .. i don't know but basically
best day EVER, everything was really posh & we had like a six course meal.
the waiters called us madam :]
anyway, had really posh food like foie gras (i have no idea if i spelt that right, i can't say it anyway)
& meat with crazy sauces & lots of cookies
generally stuff to make me fat
i had a bet chelsea would win 2-0, & after 90 minutes they did, but then they scored again twice in injury time.
very upsetting, obviously.
not particularly attractive of any of us, but LOOK. WE'RE AT CHELSEA. AWWWW. etc.
also gutted how i didn't manage to do the thumbs up in time.
oh & i have now decided to become a WAG.
i totally have potential.
so my parents are going away for a few days, i'm staying at lukes.
his internet is being dodgy so not sure if i'll be updating for a while.
bleeding through on friday!
excited :]
i feel like shit this morning i had to get up at like 7, & if i don't wake up naturally after drinking the night before then i feel gross.
i also need to find 'my drink'.
oh the dilemmas i face.
xxxx
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[08 Feb 2007|06:45pm] |
snow day!
it was so much fun, i got into school at about 8 o'clock, sophie threw a snowball at me from behind when i was walking up to the school gates.
great way to wake me up :]
but obviously i am still a little kid & got super excited about the snow, but i only had fingerless gloves with me, so my fingers got coollddd.
but me & some friends built like, the biggest bestest snowman ever, & put him next to the statue of jesus.
HE WAS BIGGER THAN JESUS.
like at least a foot taller than me, possibly more, & generally just massive.
but then we had to go to class & some STUPID YEAR BELOWS OR YEAR BELOW BELOWS or generally just annoying children that are younger than me DESTROYED HIM. i shouted & screamed out of the window, i think i was scary.
so then it kept on snowing & at little break we attempted to make an igloo, which then ended up being another snowman, which then ended up being a huuugeee snow penis.
we are so mature, i know.
my face is all sore, i swear i got sunburnt again.
(i got sunburnt on sunday)
my skin is crazy
i have noo idea what i'm doing this weekend
i need to buy some big fat nike shoes seeing as the ones from ebay NEVER CAME
(i'm still bitter about that)
i also need lots of new clothes, & i wanna go to the pub again.
i also want a group hangout so kamasocije and luke can like, spend a small amount of time together.
they haven't seen each other since like, new years eve.
and that was only sophie & jess.
but yeah.
i also need work experience & to sort out my recreation for duke of edinburgh gold.
also BARE PHYSICS HOMEWORK.
gay.
i'm looking forward to the gig i'm going to with caz, seems like time since i've been to a gig actually.
also i need to book barcelona tickets & look up the place we wanted to rent out, & search for anything else cheaper.
think thats all!
hope everyone is well x
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[23 Jan 2007|10:16pm] |
i got my hair extensions!
i also lost half a stone (well, almost, i'm like 1/2 pound off)
i need new cloootheeess
i'm going to paris on thursday & i have noo idea what to wear. any ideas?
i might wear my camo hoody with just like, loads of layers underneath (cos i can't wear a coat with it & its gonna be freezing)
then skinny jeans .. damn it i wish my dunks were here, they've been in the post from american for like, over a month. is that normal? i dunno what shoes then, probably just my green zebra dolly shoes, although i do wear those to school.
hmmmmmm.
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[22 Jan 2007|07:54pm] |
i need a new myspace song
any ideas?
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[21 Jan 2007|09:21pm] |
wee-eelll
i feel it is time to update
diet is going .. reasonably okay. the alcohol on friday messed it up, & i had nandos today (which i guess isn't too bad, but it isn't exactly salad)
friday night went to joe hughes' house
was fun, except i mixed my baileys with coke, thinking it would taste like a coke float
it kiiinnda did ..
it also kinda turned into a solidifed foam
whey!
saturday i got sushi & went shopping, bought some cheap gold dress thing for £3 !
the sushi made me feel bbbbaaaarrrrreeeee ill
also watched so much OC ... it is so good seriously i love it so much i could watch it for days on end
today (sunday) i watched more OC, battle royale, went to nandos, & attempted to do some work but didn't
at all
i have tests next week but allow revising
i also have ebay items to post but its such a trek i can't be bothered
i'm hopefully getting some cheap hair extensions on wednesday, so i have them in time for paris on thursday
my nike dunks STILL aren't here, i am raged about that
i am so bored i really have nothing to do, i came home early from lukes to do work but I DON'T WANT TO DO THE WORK
i'll revise for g&p later, maybe
maybe meaning i won't
no one fun is online
wah wah wah
anyway, hope everyone is good xx
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[17 Jan 2007|09:05pm] |
1) i'm sorry for everything, even if you don't know what i did, i will always feel awful about it, and i hate that about myself
2) somethings changed between us recently, and i hope it's only temporary, because i get on with you so well, and i feel like i can just chat shit with you for ages. i hope it doesn't go back to how it used to be. also, i feel like you've done something that you once criticised in someone else, although i'm probably exaggerating.
3) i feel better about you recently, its hard to tell, you piss me off really easily, but when you don't even do things that should piss me off. the fault lies in me, but its hard to go against what i'm feeling, just because i know its wrong
4) apparently i try reallllyy hard to be friends with you. i don't, i just act naturally, but i guess if it looks like that from the outside then i must feel comfortable & naturally friendly with you, which can only be a good thing right?
5) theres a line by tbs which i can't stop obsessing about which kinda 'is' us (sophie knows what i'm talking about), even though it could apply to ANYTHING in the world but i like to use it to sum up this. i'm choosing not to say what it is though
6) things are still exactly the same, i don't think we're ever going to get any further with this
7) i still have hope! [ if you think this about you .. it probably isn't ]
8) theres still resentment between us .. well, from you to me, and i'm working hard to fix that, but i know things have changed, and i'm sorry, i just hope that this doesn't last much longer
9) i don't get why you are so against me, i haven't really done anything to you, it's just annoying, childish & immature. i wish you would stop though.
10) i don't know what to say about you, it's weird, you know i'm not good with words. i guess all i can say is that i love you.
i'm not telling anyone who they are, ANYONE
oh & a couple of people might be in there twice, as i obviously have multiple personalities
xx
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[17 Jan 2007|08:26pm] |
a bunch of stuff i am selling on ebay.
i have loads more to put up, but this'll do for now.
i need to do one of those '10 people' things, caz just did one & now i'm really eager to do mine!
will do one in a bit, i need to decide which people to do :]
xx
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[16 Jan 2007|08:55pm] |
time to update!
lost some weight, 4 pounds. i'm getting there!
went to the clinic today, doctor was like THERE IS NO PROOF THAT THE PILL MAKES YOU PUT ON WEIGHT.
it was like uuhh okay so its just a conincidence that almost every single person who goes on the pill puts on weight?
& the second i go on the pill i put on BARE WEIGHT.
psch. so she offered to put me on another pill, but then i'd have to go through all the side effects again, & i probably wouldn't even lose any weight.
i can't go back on condoms because luke wouldn't want me to.
the doctor offered me a coil but uh no thanks i don't want anything in my thingy, or a doctor poking around up there, thats gross.
but anyway, i'll just have the lose the weight without any help in the hormonne department.
my mum finally got the treadmill out so i've been on that. its hard work & i burn off like no calories, but i figure i'm toning something.
in other news, sold some of my old clothes on ebay for stupidly low prices, the jewellery & hair stuff that i want to sell arrived, will take some pics of hair stuff tonight, & borrow caz for earring pictures tomorrow, & anna although apparently she has a growth in one ear, which might not be too good for selling earrings :p
i want hair extensions! but i have no money. i wanna buy the DIY clip in ones, but i'm worried it'll look shit cos i can't do it properly.
i think katy is mad at me, idk why. i'll talk it about it tomorrow, i wanted to today but i didn't get a chance to.
girls night out on friday! hopefully. ciara broke up with jp so i thought it might be nice to go hit a bar or something with the girrlliieess. also get sophie a boyfriend, she's hot, nice, funny, i would blates fancy her if i was a guy, so it shouldn't be too hard.
jessica & katy as well, but they don't whine about it as much as sophie so should be okay.
sophie is going to read this & complain that i made her sound desperate. :DDDDD
anyway, think thats all for now
no one updates enough for me to have fun reading my friends page >:| i hate you.
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[14 Jan 2007|09:21pm] |
copyright rubycalaberX
Another slap and another moan echoed through the hallways of the ytmnsfw forums. A scream shortly followed which soon turned into another loud moan.
“OH!” the familiar voice of Marnie moaned, stopped short by another slap.
“You’re enjoying this, aren’t you? Like a little whore,” another female voice, which could be recognized as Kim, taunted, motion in her voice.
Another slap was heard, followed shortly by another loud moan.
Inside their room, Marnie was strapped down to Kim’s bed with metal wire that cut deep into her arms. Her legs were spread completely by the wire and her wrists were strapped to the headboard. Her plump breasts were bared, bruised and bleeding, her nipples hard. She had red marks covering her body from Kim’s whip and hands.
Kim was straddling Marnie’s hips, her juices smearing across Marnie’s smooth Kim. Her hands were red from how hard she was hitting Marnie and she could easily feel her pulse in her fingertips. She didn’t release her whip though.
“Oh, GOD,” Marnie moaned, arching into the wire that cut her. Kim reached behind her lower back, a soft click soon following a motion of her hands. Marnie’s eyes snapped open, soon focusing on a thick rubber cock that was strapped to Kim’s bare cunt. Marnie panted at the mere size of it and softly moaned at the thought of how much it would hurt. But, before this wish was fulfilled, Kim slid up to Marnie’s face, her juices smearing across the bruised and cut Kim.
Marnie moaned when Kim forced the rubber cock down her throat, the new toy stretching her lips. Kim leaned forward, straddling Marnie’s face, and roughly grabbed a handful of Marnie’s hair with her free hand.
Kim roughly fucked Marnie’s mouth with the rubber cock, leaning forward into her thrusts and tugging at Marnie’s soft hair. Kim’s own juices were dripping down the underside of the toy and Marnie could taste the familiar taste. She moaned and sucked on the toy that was stretching her mouth and throat even harder. Marnie and Kim were experienced with this, so both of them had learned to control their gag reflexes.
Kim moaned as if the toy was part of her and, instead of holding onto the whip, threw her whip onto the floor in favor of grabbing another chunk of Marnie’s hair. She thrusted into Marnie’s mouth even harder, now using both of her hands to pull at Marnie’s hair.
If Marnie could have moved, she would have reached up in between Kim’s legs and would have pressed her fingers deep into Kim’s sopping cunt. She watched the hilt of the pitch-black toy and how it blended perfectly with the thin triangle of hair on Kim’s cunt. She smelt how musky and delicious Kim’s cunt smelt. She watched as Kim’s smaller breasts bounced with her thrusts. She watched how Kim’s hair rippled with her thrusts.
Marnie could see the look in Kim’s eyes as she taunted and insulted Marnie using dirty words and painful promises. Marnie knew that it wouldn’t be long before Kim completely pulled out of her mouth and went to fuck her own sopping and neglected cunt. Marnie knew that Kim had gotten that toy especially so it would hurt. Till then, Marnie looked into Kim’s eyes like Kim loved.
And, eventually, like Marnie had predicted, Kim yanked the toy out of Marnie’s stretched mouth and throat. Marnie gagged as it was ripped out, moaning when she got her breath back. Kim sunk down in between Marnie’s legs, spreading her own legs enough so the hilt of her toy would press against her own pleasure point.
“You dirty whore. You’re turned on by this,” Kim taunted, already knowing that Marnie loved what she did to her.
Kim slid in the massive tip of her toy, slowly fucking and stretching Marnie’s entrance with just the head of the toy. She reached in between Marnie’s legs, hooking her finger in Marnie’s entrance and thrusting in a bit further. The toy only got thicker and stretched Marnie even farther. Marnie moaned out, her insides clenching around the toy as she quivered and practically screamed.
Kim moaned out as well, thrusting a bit faster so her cunt would get a similar treatment.
“Your pussy’s so wet, you fucking slut,” Kim breathed, toy digging in deeper and deeper into Marnie’s depths. She removed her wet fingers, roughly smearing the slick digits over Marnie’s cuts. Marnie screamed out, the scream soon turning into another moan.
Kim abruptly thrusted the toy all the way into Marnie’s depths, drawing another scream from the British tart as it stretched her more than ever. The toy only got wider as it went to the hilt. Marnie moaned, writhing against the wires and drawing more blood. The slim sexy asian moaned as well, twirling her hips as the wide hilt of the toy dug into her clit.
Kim yanked the toy out completely again, thrusting back inside just as quick. Marnie screamed again, the scream fading and turning into another soft moan.
“SCREAM, BITCH!!!” Kim ordered as she pulled out and thrusted the toy into Marnie even faster and even harder.
Kim’s hands went up to grab Marnie’s full and plump breasts, squeezing them painfully and using them to help her thrust.
Marnie complied, screaming and moaning as loud as she could at every one of Kim’s thrusts. She soon came, her juices leaking onto the toy and onto the dishevelled sheets below them. Kim wasn’t about to let her go. She just continued to pound Marnie harder, earning yelps and writhes from the now sensitive englishwoman.
Kim continued to thrust, still moaning her dirty words as Marnie moaned and screamed again. She soon brought herself to her own orgasm, moaning loudly, throwing her head back, digging her jagged fingernails into Marnie’s breasts and giving her one last painful thrust.
Kim panted, still gripping Marnie’s breasts painfully but slowly pulling the toy out of Marnie’s depths. She did so very slowly, taking her precious time. When all that was in Marnie was the head, Kim just ripped it out. Marnie yelped again, a bit more quietly, her being very tired. Kim unstrapped the wet toy, throwing it to the side and off the bed. They both continued to pant, Kim holding her face above Marnie’s.
“You’re a fucking whore,” Kim insulted, smirking.
“I love you to, bitch,” Marnie insulted back, planting a gentle kiss on Kim’s lips and treasuring the only time they were ever gentle with each other.
“Let’s post a thread about this” suggested Marnie.
“I bet ruby will be right on it...” replied Kim.
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[10 Jan 2007|10:25pm] |
crazy, i haven't updated since school started.
no wait school started yesterday that isn't crazy at all it just feels like its been FOREVER.
i haven't actually done any homework yet though, even though i got like a bazillion pieces today.
i have one of my few free periods tomorrow so i can do physics then, english i can do like, at the weekend, then i have bare revision for government & politics, economics test on friday, statistics homework which i just won't do because stats is batty, maths homework which ..
oh i don't even know, i'm just gonna smile & forget it all :]
so today i had a little jewish thing, i searched the web looking for FREE STUFF. i lasted like 5 minutes then got bored. i earnt myself like £3.50 virtual money, ohh yeahh.
i'm gonna buy some jewellery & then sell it on ebay, just for kicks. might be fun. i have some old clothes up on there at the moment, bids on three, almost all have watchers on them, so hopefully that should sell.
& then babysitting next week, although i was supposed to be babysitting for one couple who said they would text me, but never did?
oh its all so confusing.
my eyes have gone frosty because my contact lenses have been in since foreeevveerr.
also its 10:30pm! which means bed time :] night folks.
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[08 Jan 2007|10:14pm] |
anyway i thought i'd update with some pictures, but ciara won't send any cos she's working or something, & i hate bugging her for pictures.
i should start bringing my own camera out!
anyway, these are the ones she uploaded to photobucket, some from the boat party & maybe some from hands of cuba but so far i look -too- gross to post them.
so thats really gross.
wait what am i on about, i am so hot i don't even understand how i am allowed to live.
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[07 Jan 2007|08:46pm] |
oh yeah so the five of kamasocije had a sleepover the other day & it was so nice, the five of us together, seems like that hardly happens any more, one person always has to do something.
but we had wine & talked & i was very very happy :D
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[07 Jan 2007|08:45pm] |
i think this is more than a hangover i think i am DISEASED.
that is all.
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[07 Jan 2007|12:48pm] |
i am so ill!
well i'm not, i'm hungover, tired & slightly drunk.
went to a gig last night, hands of cuba & clanky robo gob jobs.
i hope i got that right.
was fun, i got too drunk though, think i may have been slightly annoying.
by slightly i mean very.
ant was there (anyone who went RnA / MCUK will know who i mean)
ummm
i bought A ROUND which i have actually never drunk before
also found a new love for strongbow
i have so much work to do it is unreal
like actually
so really i should bugger off and do that :]
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[05 Jan 2007|12:51pm] |
morrrrnninng.
ciara comes back today!
i've missed her, & generally missed seeing my friends, it's been hard for everyone to hang out over the holidays due to family stuff etc.
kept to my calorie count yesterday, although did have a little bit of chocolate cake & a square of dairy milk.
but all i had other than that was pea soup & a jacket potato w/ beans.
hmm.
gig on saturday i think, it's all very vague (well not really i just don't know anything about it :] )
but i cancelled babysitting for it anyway
me & luke had a weird, so close to breakup thing yesterday.
like i gathered all my stuff together that i had at his house so i could leave taking everything with me, & i was pretty close to walking out.
but it got sorted out pretty much, & i think we're okay.
its cos i got a 'weird feeling' (i know, cliche girl who talks a load of crap right) the last two times we hung out.
so we're not hanging out until sunday, to see if maybe i had just like burnt out on him or something, cos we've been hanging alot recently.
so yeah, basically it depends on whether i get that weird feeling again or not.
it's so weird that he reads this, haha.
nike dunks still aren't here! so annoying.
& the shirt i'm wearing has a magical stain that appeared from nowhere - it was clean when i put it on & i haven't eaten or drank anything yet. crazy. i'm too lazy to change it though.
my mum is listening to amy winehouse, haha.
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM DOING TODAY. but i do know i am seeing all my friends :] so i just have to sit & wait for people to wake up, haha.
think thats all.
oh yeah & i can't work out caz's 10 people thing. which is gay. but i think i have made progress :D
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[04 Jan 2007|01:11pm] |
my new years resolutions have been going well so far !
kept up the updating of livejournal, & i've already lost my christmas weight.
i want to lose 2 stone by exam time.
which to be honest probably won't happen, but at least it might encourage me to lose at least one?
it's pill weight, damn pill weight.
it seriously made me put on two stone, so retarded.
i'm gonna have 1200 calories a day, & exercise, & should be good!
in other news, back to school in a week. gay.
& my friends are working, & my boyfriend is back at college, so i have nothing to do!
well actually scrubs is on in half an hour (three different channels show scrubs during the day so i'm all set!) & i watched several episodes of it earlier, so thats good.
i need new clothes! i ordered some skinny jeans the other day, but they have weird bits by the ankles when they arrived. they'll be good for tucking in but my NIKE DUNKS ARE NOT HERE YET rrrrrr. i'll just hit ebay later, & get some band tees or something in a bit.
i'm gonna go add everyone from my last lj now!
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